Hope and Belief

I have always believed that if you imagine something hard enough, it will happen.

I don't have any proof or anything. And even though I have always hated "Cinderella" and "Snow White" for precisly that reason, I can't seem to let it go. I mean, how many books have a read about magic that just says that you have to picture it in your mind and reach inside yourself the the glowing pool and BAM it works?

Too many, apparently.

But really, if I don't believe this, what do I have? I just exist, like everyone else, with nothing special about me, with no fire inside. I don't want to be like that, even if it means that I am lying to myself. I just can't not believe, because if it is true, then it will never happen. As long as there is a chance I will believe.

Even if it's not me, I still believe. Maybe I don't have the magic word, or maybe I just don't have the magic, but I believe that there is someone out there who does. I can't let that go.

I can't let it go, or else there's no hope.

J